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01 March 2011 @ 09:09 pm
Cannot write a thing  
About ready to shoot myself :\ I can't write a thing, at all, nothing, zip, nada. I try, and there's just baboompkis coming out. I don't really have an idea what to write for the bigbang anymore, as the idea deflated on me, and I'm not going to try to write 20K of an idea that doesn't pop out.

I am, however, working on the spn_cinema challenge, and I came up with an idea on how I want to write it, that I'm looking forward to... as soon as I get a pen to paper. I think that may honestly be the problem. I'm not used to writing on paper, rather than on the computer, but since I don't have a computer of my own here, I'm having lots of trouble. I wanted to bring a laptop with me, but it was against the rules, and now I'm stuck on borrowed time with my host brother's comp :\ It makes writing hard.

I can't wait till I"m back in the U S of A, and with my lovely computer, at my lovely desk, in my cramped up position in my chair writing stories again :D and having taco bell... and panera, and quizno's, and chipotle's... AND STOUFFER'S MAC N CHEESE. but, you know, I'll be there eventually and I'll miss here hahahah life sucks that way.